You call me fake? Who’s nice to my face and talks shit behind my back? You say I leave you out? I haven’t been a part of your life for the past two years. You say I’m not a friend? Who talked shit about the people you currently hang out with and then when you have nobody else you resort to them? If you want something else, fine go ahead and leave. But leave without being immature about it and with your dignity. Keep our names out of your mouth and learn to be happy from your own joy rather than others’ pain.
Stop filling your heart with hatred. Learn to forgive, forget, and move on. Because in reality, you are the only one who this is affecting. And you still care, whether you want to admit it or not.
I love sleeping in. I love homemade lunches by my daddy. I love falling asleep watching football with a blanket. I love taking my time on my homework. I love not having to get ready. Ah I’m feeling so refreshed:)
I’m ungrateful and don’t value anything. Are you kidding me? Who bails you out when you have a problem? Who washes the dishes? Who keeps everything in her room in order? Who helps look after the dogs? Who takes everyone to school in the mornings? Who picks your children up from practices/games? Who takes care of dinner when you can’t? Who cries herself to sleep because of YOUR problems? Who stresses out because of what YOU go through? And you call me ungrateful? I’m beyond dissapointed. I guess what I do isn’t good enough.
That put me in a horrible mood. I was really looking forward to playing again and having a team similar to the one I did last year. I guess it’s just not gonna happen. As much as volleyball frustrates me at times, it’s been a part of my life for the last four years. And there’s no denying I will miss it. I guess I really just didn’t think that it could be my last time playing.